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I was just listening to father father missing my father. I know I shouldn't but for some reason the feeling and sadness I have for anyone unable to grow up with A father should make me feel more thankful and not as concerned about others as I am. It's just me though. I feel terrible knowing someone could grow up without someone to call daddy. I have my daughters pictures on cd from the time she was born until now, and I look at her pictures and just can't understand why so many people can just up out and leave someone that they brought into this world. Kayla never asked to come in. All the children never said let me in this world. The thought of Kayla not knowing where or who I am is just terrible to even think. So many people fucking help because it makes them feel better and they get paid. So many people really care and want to do whats right. When me and my x wife broke up, I thought it would be hard to have A relationship with my daughter, but didn't give up. Now me and her are so strong, and she says to me I wish we lived in the same house, and the other day she asked if me and her mom could be married again, or I wish dad I was at my house mon, my other house tues...I wish all dads got to feel what I feel when my daughter comes up to me out of know where and gives me A hug. Or just looks at me and says your the best dad. Or even gets her lil attitude, does something wrong and I teach her A lesson. If fathers new or gave it A chance maybe they would stick around. I just don't or will never understand, so All I could do is help.

I just don't get it.....